Can anyone help me get my babies back?

we went to court for the first two kids and we found out later that the social worker was best friend with the foster parents and that lady couldn't have kids so they gave her mine.the trail was unfair and unjust. they claimed they took them because of neglect and abuse my babies where never abused or neglected. they wouldn't let the prevention guy in the court room at all. when i was in the doctor office with matthew and ciara they where poking her with needles and he got upset and started acting up running in the hall and stuff they said i cursed at him and i did not do that the only thing i told him was to come back in the room. about 3 years later i have john and they druged me in the hospital and i said something about the kids supposedly i cant remember the only thing i remember is telling them they where with there nanny. they started investigating us in the hospital the third day they took him. when i had him i keeped him in my room breast feed him and took care of him i would not let them take him to the nursery in till they made me give him to the the social worker said that me and my husband had neglect and abuse charges on both of us,which we didn't know we had and because we didn't appeal it it made us look bad. we where told we couln't appeal. In Louisa county they wouldn't even let my mother in law or father in law talk she told them to shut up she also never looked us in the face. we completed all our goals but louisa lied and said we didn't even though we have proff we did. the case going on now seems to be turning out like the case in louisa so if somebody knows a way to help please contact me minnieandjeanmarie.com they put it in a court order that we where supposed to get pics letters and updats and we havent got anything about the kids.