I just want this to end?

You poor thing :( you need to find help from somewhere. I wouldn't say run away but look for some type of agency like a teen help center or social services or something in your city who can help you. If you have a teen shelter in your city or nearby you should go there and they could help you. If not you should try a friend who cares about you's house and maybe their parents could help you from there. 600 isn't enough to get away to a new country by yourself though if you could figure out how to get to the usa and in north carolina id be happy to try to help you but don't try to do that :s I'm so sorry, the only thing you can seem to do is look for help