Tuesday, August 2, 2011
My friends tell me I'm depressed, is this true?
When I was 10 my father passed away by a OD. Then my Grandma developed Breast Cancer, I watched her slowly die, after that the same with happened to my Aunt. My cousin committed Suicide. I have tried killing myself 4 times. I use to be on Lexapro but then my Mum said she couldn't afford it so she took me off (She can afford it, she just doesn't want to spend money) I live with 4 brothers who verbally and emotionally abuse me, I never met my Grandpa (He committed suicide) , and my mother neglects me for her boyfriend who verbally abuses me as well. I'm always locked up in my room, I feel empty. I cut to kill the pain. I am seeing two Counselors and 1 Physiologist, but nothing is helping. I am told I "Act" depressed to get attention.. Do you think this is true? I don't really even act depressed, I act happy because I hate attention. . If you think I am depressed, what can I do to be happy again?
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